You guys, I cried SO many times during this book and that is not my usual style. This main character is a bit complex and shows us a different picture of what grief can feel and look like. I loved her being able to connect with her recently deceased mother, who was her very best friend, through this once-in-a-lifetime trip they had planned to take but never did. I thought this book would be more of a “what if” like Midnight Library but was SO different.